paradise

I’m not that lucky,
Should know that already,
But when I took a step,
It seemed steady,
Had a taste of what heaven feels like,
Just to get sent back to hell,
When I realized,
Paradise was too far away.

Break out,
Take these feelings away,
Break out,
I cannot be this way,
Let it go,
You don’t need more pain,
Break out,
You can’t be chained again.

The angel turned into a demon,
The dream into a nightmare,
Paradise is now living hell,
I locked myself in this cell.

not a love story

I took a breath and skipped a heartbeat,
I shook my head, told myself I’m happy,
I took your words to believe I couldn’t,
I said I was going when I knew I wouldn’t.

I kept you close even though you weren’t
I held your hand while I was dreaming,
And even though I knew I couldn’t,
In you I kept believing.

Kicked down another wall,
Still not even half way
Wish it wasn’t that out of reach,
I don’t even want to stay.

Far from here and from reality,
My dream keeps me awake at night,
Kept heart-locked, mind-fucked,
Sanity so out of sight.

So I took a step back and tried to figure,
What time would lead us to,
Done this just to realize,
There’s no us, just me and you.